When you read this inexplicable and fearful tale of Bernardo Vazquez, it will
be a name that you will not forget for a long time. I know…I was there.
Bernardo Vazquez was a young man, around 20 years old. That was way back
during the Depression in 1936. We used to live on Fernandez Juncos Avenue in San
Juan, Puerto Rico. At that time I was nine years old and even then I was very
inquisitive over anything that had to do with the unknown. Mama shared the same
predilection and she used to explain in detail whatever situation occurred that
was hard for me to understand.
When Bernardo started coming around during the afternoon hours, telling his
mystery tales, Mama would let me stay so I could enjoy the stories. Many years
later, after hearing numerous frightening tales, I realize how dreadful his
confessions really were.
The young man was always in a hurry, and in his mind the most important wish
was to obtain immeasurable riches-with no concern as to how he obtained them. He
was an avid reader, especially books on black magic. His appearance was anemic
and his eyes had a penetrating look. We never heard him talk about his family,
and the only person he talked to in our neighborhood was Mama. It was not easy
for him to get familiar and he waited some time to trust Mama with his secrets.
With his mysterious look and his whispered voice, Bernardo intrigued anyone
he talked to. Mama and I would listen to him as if we were in a hypnotic trance,
and when she thought that she had heard of all Bernardo’s schemes and
everything related to the unknown, out of nowhere he bewildered us with
something different. Sometimes when he left late in the afternoon he gave us a
ceremonial farewell, leaving us with something new:
“I will come back tomorrow with news of my new ‘job.’ Now I must
leave-it is getting late and the cemeteries are closed by five o’clock.”
Mama felt sorry for him. She did not agree with his beliefs, and always
dismissed him with a blessing. Sometimes, she advised him of the danger that he
was getting himself into. “A lot of people call the diablo, Bernardo,” she
said, “but only a few are brave enough to welcome him.”
Those were words with light. Bernardo never knew the terrible destiny that
was waiting for him. He asked to be rich at all risks, even trading his life for
it. He wanted power, without giving any care as to whom he was dealing with.
One day the poor man felt that he had reached his goal. On a Friday evening
of a full moon he came to our balcony and sat on top of the veranda smiling.
Mama knew that he wanted to share his secret with her.
“Does that smile means something good?” she asked him.
“Yes, Doña, it does. At last I have everything ready. This time I will not
fail,” the happy man whispered, adding, “I got myself the black cat, pieces
of wood from an old coffin-you know those that are discarded in the cemetery,
and a big tin can.”
Mama listened with horror and exclaimed, “Holy God! What are you planning
to do with all that?”
“Well, Doña, if I cannot be rich the easy way, I will try the hard way. I
have found the best solution. I will be invisible! Yes, Doña-invisible.
Tonight, exactly at mid-night, I will light a fire in my iron hearth using the
logs from the cemetery and I will put on water to boil. Once this is done I will
put the black cat inside the boiling water until he dies. The rest will be very
“Jesus, Mary, and Joseph!” whispered Mama, making the sign of the cross.
“That is terrifying. Do you know the strength of a cat?”
“Bah! I can deal with him. The only thing that bothers me is the smoke. My
room is very small, and I know it will get full with smoke. But if I can turn
myself invisible it will be worth it. Do you know all the money I can get?
“Do not play with fire, Bernardo,” said Mama. “You really don’t know
what you are getting yourself into. God protect you son, and I hope you will
never regret it.”
“Regret it? Oh no-I only know that when the cat is fully cooked and taken
out of the tin can the only thing left is to look for a bone in the form of a
‘Y’ between his ears. If I am lucky and find it, my whole life will
“But you also have to disembowel him? Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! You are
crazy, Bernardo. And tell me, what are you going to do with that bone?”
“That is the most important part. Once I find the bone I will be the most
powerful man on earth. Every time I put it under my tongue I will become
invisible. Can you imagine all the things that can be done when you are
Bernardo’s mind was not well. You could tell by the way he looked and his
trembling hands. Mama felt sorry for the young man and decided to excuse
herself. She was very sad and left him with these words: “Well Bernardo, I
cannot make you change your mind, but I will ask God to help you and maybe
before 12 o’clock tonight you will stop insisting to play with the
‘unknown’ before is too late.”
Mama and I went inside the house but watched Bernardo through a window. He
was so happy, jumping from one side of the road to another, talking to himself.
“That boy is not well. God protect him from that madness.”
That was the last commentary from my mother before she closed the window.
A few days later Mama was talking about Bernardo’s absence. She was so
accustomed to his afternoon visits that her curiosity took over. It bothered her
not knowing the cause of his absence. And she did not lose any time finding out.
She crossed around the backyard and gave a call to a neighbor who was hanging
something on her clothesline.
“Hey! The young man of the rented room in the back of the house, Bernardo.
I haven’t seen him for a few days. Have you seen him?”
“Me? Oh no! We hardly see him. As a matter of fact, the day before
yesterday there was a lot of noise coming from his room. So much that we
couldn’t sleep. We even thought the place was on fire because of the smell
that was coming from his room.”
“Really? And you said you haven’t seen him since then?”
“No, we haven’t. Though something strange happened that night. I think we
should find out.”
“It did? What happened-tell me!”
“Well, I don’t know if it is important or not, but we believe we heard a
cat screaming desperately-and that was something to raise your hair behind your
neck! Neither my husband nor I dared to go out in such a late hour to find
Mama was so scared that she trembled. Bernardo had finished his experiment
from beginning to end. But where was he? Something must have happened and the
curiosity was killing her. She shared with her neighbor part of Bernardo’s
confessions. Both decided to go toward the back of the house and knock at the
But all was in vain. It was tightly closed from the inside with a thick wood
plank, and so was the only window. Mama and her neighbor decided to call the
pertinent authorities to look over the situation.
When the police arrived with a judicial order, they demolished the old door
and got inside. The humble place had a smelly stench and a disgusting look. At
the center of the small room there was a very old table; a decomposed and
crumbled black cat lay there, disemboweled. Nearby was a hearth full of ashes
and the remains of burnt logs. In a corner there was a miserable bed, covered
with an old shredded sheet. A dirty shirt and a pair of pants hung on two rusty
nails on the wall. But Bernardo was nowhere!
The case was never accounted for by the police. Mama kept her secret and she
never shared her full knowledge with any-body. For many years, she wondered to
herself about the strange disappearance of the man who used to sit on our
veranda, dreaming of fabulous riches.
Where is Bernardo? Perhaps he really became invisible, or perhaps he
disappeared into the “unknown” forever and ever. What do you think?